Stay with me on this one. The answer is Who.
Need some direction? Have a question? The answer is not what, where, when or how, but Who?
Think about it. We say we want to follow Jesus Christ. We ask questions like these.
- What does Jesus want me to do?
- Where does he want me to do it?
- When do I start?
- How does he want it done? What’s the plan?
These questions may reveal the difference between “wanting” to following Jesus and following Jesus. This is my experience. I’ve discovered a big difference between wanting to follow Jesus and following Jesus. Think about it.
After 20 years of service with some incredible Christians in the eastern part of Texas, I moved my family to Austin, Texas. We had seen many come to faith, trained them to serve (Over 30 ministries in the church), built buildings, supported missionaries, had strong community ties and enjoyed sweet fellowship. Our lives were busy but comfortable. These great people provided a wonderful compensation package. What’s not to like, right?
God began to discomfort me. He used two things. You may recognize them.
- I saw an exploding number of young adults accross the globe and doubted we could impact them “doing church” the way we were doing it. Our church was designed to bring religious people to faith but not the irreligious who were far from God. I sensed God saying to me, “The people I want to reach will never be reached this way.”
- The second discomforting factor was this. We enjoyed fellowship but were missing true biblical community.
To do what I believed God wanted us to do would require a new way of “doing church”. It would be relational, participatory, flexible and buildingless. (I had no idea what other changes and challenges God had for us.) I did not want to harm this great fellowship. So, I walked away.
Two survey trips and much prayer later (wrong order but ending in the right place), Dee and I were making plans to move to Austin. We envisioned a cell church where the cells met in homes, coffee houses, etc. and came together once a week for worship. We set a launch date for over a year out and began raising funds and putting a leadership team together. (Sounds conventional enough.) The leadership team adjusted “our vision” as we went. We launched in a bar in downtown Austin. I won’t bore you with anymore details here. The numbers grew. We moved to a comedy theater. More numbers. Not more community. Not more like Jesus. Not what we expected.
What happened?
We were so sure we had the answers to: What? Where? When? and How? But now, we were not sure of the “how?. Later, we would begin to question the “what?”…Soon we had more questions than answers.
Several years later (At times we wanted to quit and give up.) we felt we finally knew the “what?. Yes!… Now…Now, how did God want to do this? If we had learned anything, it was this, we were not going to start until he showed us how to do what he wanted done. More waiting…and more waiting…Que up the Jeopardy music…
When, oh Lord?…How?…What must we do?…How long do we have to wait for an answer?…Where are you? What are you up to?
Reading. Crying out. Then it happened. In that familiar still small voice God whispered, “It’s not ’How?’ It’s ’Who?’” In a flash I understood! I still wanted to hang on to some control. I wanted to have some part in the decision. I still wanted some say in who was “targeted”, who was reached. I wanted some “say” in how the effort would be financed. I wanted some of the glory! I wanted…Oops!
Nothing else matters if you get the ”who” wrong.
Please consider your situation as you read these questions deliberately.
- Who decides the what?
- Who initiates the plan?
- Who is in charge?
- Who decides the where?
- Who is empowering?
- Who is leading?
- Who decides when?
- Who is speaking?
- Who is giving directions?
- Who decides the “how”?
- Who decides “who”?
- Whose purpose is it?
- Who gets the glory?
I’m sure you’ve got it. I missed it. I thought all I wanted was the will of God. I was wrong.
When God told me back in East Texas, “The people I want to reach will never be reached this way”, he was not talking about “how”. He was talking about “Who”.
The answers are coming now. The answer is Who?